This phobia is so horrible, I can't believe someone would not want a child because of illnesses they will have, I have 2 kids 8 and 5 and 24/7 I am filled with worry and dread that an sv will strike, often I wish I never had kids, how sad is that!!! I love my children too death, they are my life, my babies, I just hope that love you can have in your life will not be stopped by this phobia...we are stronger than this emet crap....we can beat it!