May 4th 2012, is a big day for me,as it was the first day, when I starting to get better, I caught a stomach bug, which broke my 35 year streak, best thing ever. When I think back to how I was back then, prisoner to my fear and obsession, I have thrown up a few times since, and can function as a non emet afterwards. Please realise you can free your self from this phobia, I had no therapy just will power, and learning to understand my body.