I just did it (finally!)

[Reut]

I finally threw up after over nine years in which I haven't. Before then I was so terrified I had to call both my parents to be with me in the room. But it just happened and I didn't even cry or panic. I just started jumping and screaming "I DID IT!"
I'm still terrified it will happen again, butnow I know it's not as bad as I remembered it to be. (Plus my dad owns me five books now, so there's that....)
I'm shaking really bad now, so I'm not sure what to do, but I'm so proud of myself right now.

[gumdropper1]

Congratulations, I think? I'm sorry you vomited. I wish no one ever did. But you seem good with it.