Hi all,
I found out on Tuesday I am pregnant with my second baby and am scared all over again. Crazy thing is I fell pregnant in 2014 and felt the same way but miscarried and this pregnancy has taken 18 months.
I've cried over not being able to get pregnant and my little girl being alone and now it's happened in thinking what have I done (like last time) and want to reverse time. I am just sat here waiting for 6 weeks as that's when it can hit and feel like I'm on a roller coaster I can't get off. I'm also scared of the thought of surgery again.
I was never sick with my first but felt sick a lot but I've heard people say second pregnancies can be worse.
I keep thinking do I really want this again(which was what I did last time) and thinking if it didn't work out its no bad thing. We have tried for so long so I can't believe I'm feeling these things. I'm just so scared to do it all over again and how I will cope.
I must sound awful saying these things.