Re: How is everybodies Phobia going alone? Any improvements?
since i've last logged on, my phobia is a BILLION times better. like honestly i don't think i've ever been better around this time of the year!!!! i still get a little twisted-stomach and tight-throat feeling on occasion when i hear about people getting sick, but it's NOT an immediate panic response where i feel like i need to run screaming.
to get to this point i adopted a really silly coping mechanism but...whatever works for me i guess! (re: the coping mechanism: i'm autistic, and radiation/radiation poisoning is one of my special interests....so over time i really did get used to the idea of being sick...)
"Ask her what she craved, and she'd get a little frantic about things like books, the woods, music. Plants and the seasons. Also freedom." -Charles Frazier