I woke up in the middle of the night feeling usual n*, i jolted out of bed and kind of threw up, but I would not let it come up. I stayed awake all night by my toilet just breathing heavily holding it down, I just woke up, and as soon as I got up I vomited all over the bathroom. It was horrible, but I didn't die. I am here typing this. My mouth still tastes disgusting and I feel it coming back again. As I am typing this I feel my stomach churning. I am trying not to panic but wow, 8 years of worry, and I just did it.