Hello everyone! So I'm probably just gonna ramble on and on but I've been dealing with emetophobia for as long as I can remember (I'm 16 now lol) and it seems to get worse during certain periods of time after I've gotten a huge panic (like somebody in my family getting an sv or me almost getting s* etc) if that makes sense. ANYWAY, that period of time came again last summer and I developed agoraphobia through it, I couldn't leave my house for a few months but now I'm a lot better!! However, I'm going on a 15 hour flight to the UK next Wednesday and I'm a bit panicky over it. Some background information: I've done this trip countless times already and my mom would always tell me stories of how I went on my first long haul flight at 6 months and cried the whole trip. I've NEVER gotten airsick, I've probably been on over 50 flights my entire life so I have NO freaking clue why I'm so scared. I've seen people next to me get sick but it hasn't really affected me that much since they're always a few aisles away and I can't really see or hear them. Can I get some reassurance that I'll be ok? I always take Bonine before a flight and it seems to work. I'm also going out to dinner for my friend's birthday tonight and I'm a bit panicky about that. Like some days I'll just wake up and feel like crap and not want to do anything and today seems to be one of those days. It always ends up ok though. Hopefully I can come back later on and update you all on how much fun I had lol. Sorry for writing a freaking ESSAY but tell me what you all think! Thank you