hello. i'm new on here. i just discovered that emetophobia was a thing a few weeks ago and it was like a kick to the face. it was like reading a description of my whole life. the worry, the fear and the rituals all became so normal. i've been suffering with this for about seven years (since i was 13.) I had bad food poisoning that lead to a dairy and gluten allergy (confirmed with endoscopy.) I also have been diagnosed with IBS and low functioning gallbladder. I read somewhere that IBS is sometimes misdiagnosed in people with emetophobia but i genuinely get sick from foods that are known to irritate IBS... so i don't know. I'm in college now which has been a huge challenge for me (dorm life...bathroom sharing with drunk people...) I have known i had this fear a while but i put it on the back burner because I am transgender and was dealing with those issues for a long time. i recently had surgery and feel ready am to try and get some relief through therapy. so that's my story.