All wrong. All wrong. All wrong. My life is a one way walk to hell. They want to kill me, want to see me suffer, and when I don't bend, they hurt me more. They won't stop, no matter what I do, and I'm doomed to live the rest of my life with them. They will never let go of me.
I need to go. When life gets to this point, there's nothing else to do. They will yell at you, torture you and finally, abandon you. When you think it can't get any worse, they find a way to make it happen.
Maybe when I stop fighting it, it will get better. Kill this useless girl. Selfish, hypocrite, rude, idiot, arrogant people shouldn't be around, neither should I am. It's better to have one big mistake than having lots of middle ones.
It's too dark and too cold to step away from misery.