So I realised today that the reason that my emet hasn't been as bad as I actually thought it was in recent months. I had one little blip on a train a few days ago but I made it through and I've made it through my fair share of close calls in recent months. Taking all of this into account I've decided that I can't let myself keep thinking that my life is so much worse than it really is. I guess it isn't really a triumph as such but more a triumph in the making, I think I'm ready to start tackling this now, I feel strong enough.. If anybody cares to join me in this battle against the emet beast, grab your sword and shield and let's go fight it!