**if anyone gets scared by readin wat happened to other people, i wouldnt read this, it cud be graphic!**
well, yesterday about 5pm, i was just gettin out the shower an i hadnt eaten all day, i felt myself going faint and then i felt like i was gunna throw up so i got some water to see if i cud fight it off, but it wasnt going anywhere! the next thing i remember its about 5 minutes later an my dad is holding my head up, i'd collapsed and knocked myself out! i tried to stop myself from vomiting but i cudnt and i just started heaving! but to be honest, i wasnt scared one little bit. i dont understand why but i was perfectly willing to be sick, it cud have been bcos i didnt know what was happening but i remember the heaving and i wasnt scared. i dont feel scared now either! so anyway the ambulance came and he took some blood (i got over my fear of needles too!) and did my blood pressure and said everything was fine. unsatisfied i went to the doctors this morning and he said it was because i hadnt eaten all day and my shower was too hot!! so i think ive learned my lessonP
anyway all in all, wat happened yesterday has made me half as afraid as i used to be (yey) but im still really shaken up and down about it, my head is killin me and i have a big lump where i banged it( gawwwd!
on a nicer note i actually managed to spend the day in town on my own the day b4 yesterday, i havent been to town 4 about a year an a half so i was very proud, unfortunately wat happened yesterday has really shaken my confidence so im gunna have to start all over again now!! :'(!
anyway just wanted to let u no, not all experiences are bad experiences,im kind of glad it happened bcos it made me realise that i dont need to be afraid anymore.
faith-marilyn
xxx