As some of you know, I am a freelance Hairstylist and makeup artist. Basically I work on photoshoots but also have clients whose homes I go to and do their hair. Well, every single time I go to a clients house, I always panic for days afterwards. Of the fear I was exposed to an sv. I try not to interrogate them or ask how they have been because I don't want to come across as some weirdo. Well, today I had a client and like all of them, kids were there. And I had to cut the 2 year olds hair. So now and for the next few days I will be in panic mode. I love what I do and I continue to push myself and not give in to the phobia. That's why I am successfull. But I can't shake this intense fear that I was exposed. I asked my client today how they have been and she said fine. That doesnt matter to me though because non emets always say that. How do I cope? Maybe I am looking for reassurance so my next few days won't be hell. I don't know. I'm just so tired of this. I face it daily but the aftermath is always the same ole shit waiting game. Help. Sincerely I say, help. Thank you.