So I was wondering is anyone out there in the health care field with this phobia? I have had this all my life. I've suffered panic attacks for 21 years and I'm scared to death of v*...well..sorta. I am going to school to become a nurse and I'm not sure what the heck I'm thinking. My husband was v* a few days ago and I ran off outside. He asked me to take care of him and I was so jumpy. Every time he coughed or burped I jumped out of my seat like lightening. I cannot watch someone v* nor hear it but I have no problems seeing it. I am afraid I will certainly get fired as a nurse running away from my patient. I keep telling myself I'll get use to it but I haven't for the past 21 years. I really like taking care of people though. Anyone else kinda like this or a nurse or something themselves? Or does anyone just have an opinion?