It is a bit hard for me to talk about just because i dont want to ruin it or w/e even tho i dont believe in jinxes or w/e.
Last time i v* was in july and afterward like right after first of all i felt a whole hell of a lot better, but i also thought that i would be cured because i realized it wasn't so bad. But after that oxymoronic euphoric state i was in, my stomach started to hurt again and i was scared all over again.
That is how it has always been since i have had this phobia (almost 10 years) and i have had 3 sv*s in that time.
I too wish i could just say ok i am done with this, but i am afraid at least for me it doesn't work that way.
\"The habbits of inattention and absence are strong, yet the experience of life, moment by moment, is precious\"
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