Last night I had a really horrific dream. I was feeling kind of n* before I went to bed but I was so tired I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. after about 3 hours I started to have this really strange dream. It was night, i was with my family and we were out on the lake in an old rickety boat. The paint was peeling off of it and there was a leak in the bottom and water was coming in. We made it over to the shore and got out of the boat. My dad said he was going to go for help and heleft. He came back with a cooler. Inside the cooler was this green stuff that looked like rotten turnip greens. He told everyone that we had to eat it in order to get home. So my mother and my two brothers grabbed big handfuls and ate it. My father did as well and then he looked at me and said "come on, we need to go home". But I was scared and wouldnt do it. So he had my brothers hold me and one grabbed my mouth and forced it open. My father scooped up a big handful of the green rotting mush and shoved it in my mouth. I began to panic and my brothers restrained me even harder and forced me to swallow it. After they let go of me, I ran over to my mother and she hugged me and said everything would be alright. Then I started to feel really n*. I heaved and nothing came out. I heaved again and still nothing. This is when I woke up. I was actually heaving and gagging in real life. But as soon as I woke up all the way and realized it was just a dream, it stopped. I wonder Had I not woken up, If i would have v* in my sleep!
Needless to say I have not been back to sleep since then. I am scared to. I dont want to v* in my sleep and wake up in it. That would be a nightmare come true.
My anxiety levels are sky high right now. I am hungry and want to eat breakfast but I am too afraid too.