....and I mad mad mad at myself!!! OMG....and this is going to sound REALLY REALLY REALLY stupid....I saw a new doc today and we had talked about my anxiety and depression from the traumatic losses I have suffered in the last 2 months....but I was so shocked and kinda smitten when he walked in cause he was really CUTE!!! LOL I felt like such a bumbling fool that I didn't even tell him about the emet!! They gave me the number for the psychology center and I have an appointment on Wednesday...whew!! So, maybe when I go there I will tell her about it....god...I have been in a relationship for 9 years and I guess I was expecting an OLDER male doctor!! LOL It's really silly but he was really CUTE! (with a big ol ring on his finger! LOL)
Anyway, he gave me a perscription for the generic side of Zoloft....I am starting on it today!! Hopefully it helps a little bit.
Then I got home and sat down to eat some lunch and I was starting to feelreallyN* (havnen't taken the meds yet) but I freaked!!! I was pacing around the house OMG OMG OMG, I am going to get sick.....then I told myself that if I don't have a sv* I have no reason to v*...I kept telling myself that and I seem to be ok now....I was just so scared!