Hello everyone! First of all I just wanted to say that I am sooo happy that I found this site. I thought I was alone! I dont really know where to begin....I've had this problem for about 3 years now and its to the point where its like running my life. I dont know how I got this way and I dont know what to do? All my friends think I'm crazy and I have a boyfriend who has been so supportive, but I know that he doesnt understand why I'm freaking out. I feel ill ALL THE TIME! I constantly worry about when I'm going to v* and I dont know, I feel stupid. I know that everyone here has the same problem, I just can't help but feel ridiculous. It's like uncontrolable. I just dont' know what to do, thats all I can say, haha. I tried to contact some people about group therapy and it was A LOT of money. I guess that shouldn't be an issue though because I want to overcome this more than anything! I don't want to go out anywhere, I'm to the point where I dont like to eat anythingthat might cause me to v*, any time my friends want to hang out I have to asking them a million questions like if they have been sick or their family. It's just realy taking a toll on me. I'm just mentally/emotionally stressed out. Any time anyone mentions that something, like a virus, has been going around, I just instantly start panicing. Thats a little bit of my story.I guess I just need someone to talk to and maybe some information on where to look for a doctor at or something......