I have felt ill since last night ( I baby sat 2 neices and a nephew on saturday) and now I have felt sick all day.


It's terrible. I mean I can only coax myself into feeling semi-alright when I am completely alone and I want to tell my dad just to leave me alone, but how do you do that and not sound like a jerk? Also, my girlfriend, God love her, i am sure she wants to see me, but when I feel like this I need to be alone alone and more alone. Trouble with that is since i have been alone all day I am now lonely! Life as an emet is horrible. I am a walking bag of nerves when I am technically fine, and when I do actually feel ill I am 100X worse.


Anyone else have a terrible need to be alone when they feel like this? Good thing is I watched movies all day (Skeleton Key and Constant Gardener) but I would trade everything right now just to feel 100%. I'll be chiming in all night I'm sure because when I am like this I have such a hard time going to sleep.


Anyone around?