Ok,So im fed up utterly fed up of this emet...


Im tired im cold Im shaky im feeling down and as per usual a little worse than normal but the usual N*...


All I want to do is sit here and cry, the thought of having to keep going though this is becoming completly under the influence of this bloody phobia.


I mean my hands are split and red raw at the moment because of how many times I have washed them


Im just tired,tired of this and tired of life.


xVx