We hung out with my boyfriend's sister and a friend the other night (SATURDAY). Went out to dinner and had a good time. Then his sister had to totally ruin it for me. She said something about her boyfriend starting to get sick with SV on Thursday when they were hanging out. She was like "oh, well, I'll probably get it now!" kind of joking. Immediately I felt ill. I can't STAND hearing about people getting sick.


And we had just shared a slice of tiramisu. Great. Now I am deathly afraid of getting sick. She wasn't sick at all Friday, Saturday or Sunday while we were all hanging out, but I was paranoid. Can't someone carry SV germs even BEFORE they get sick? I'm freaking out.


I also suffer from panic attacks, so obviously, I get extremely worked up worrying that I'm going to get something that I have a panic attack and feel nauseous making myself worry even more.


I hope I can make it through the day without thinking about it anymore...