Yet another bad night. My husband and son have been ill with a flu type virus since Friday. My husband is much better now but my son is still not too good. Now my daughter has started with it and is really resless tonight. She says her throat is really sore and coughing makes her feel sick, so I am already waiting for v*.


I am feeling so alone with everything at the moment as my husband can not understand at all how I feel and thinks I am acting weired. The more he thinks I am being weired, the worse I feel.


I know I sound this all probably sounds silly and does not make much sense, but I needed to vent. I just feel so alone and panicky at the moment, just going through the motions of every day life but not enjoying it like I used to. I feel really guilty as I have a lovely family and 2 adorable children but I just feel so low.