I was wondering if anyone else out there has had this experience. I have been emet since I was 5 years old and I'm now 31. I have gone 11 years without v* up until this past Christmas Eve, then I have v* twice since then. A month ago, I decided I wanted to get over this phobia, even if it meant I had to v* to accomplish it. I didn't think it would be so easy to let my defenses down and it has been scary but also a relief. I'm also 5 months pregnant. It could be the morning sickness, but this is the first I've v* with this pregnancy and I never v* with my 1st pregnancy 7 years ago. I know I've trained myself well not to v*. Just didn't know it would be so easy to let go of all that training when I put my mind to it and decided to let it go. Does this mean that since I am not trying to control it anymore that I might v* more often? It's like I'm picking up where I left off with the senses of that 5 year old I was when I got this phobia.