Well at the moment Im feeling really pretty down,depressed and well a bit like giving up on things.


havent felt this low in a long while due to this emet,seems to be effecting far to much of my life, my relationship with my gf and also with my mother.


seems like no matter how much my gf tries to understand still isnt helping,I mean I love her so much id do anything for her,but,just seems like my life is falling apart little by little at the moment.


I dont want to seem like im whining to everyone because Im sorry if I am as I know you all have your own problems as well.


Im just well feeling rather rubbish....


xVx