Okay fellow mommies, as some of you know, my husband works mainly at night, and always has, but lately I have been panicking when he leaves, because I am afraid my kids are going to v***. My kids v* more than any other kids I know and it has made my emet worse than it has ever been, the exposure hasn't desensitized me to it. I don't want to be alone with my kids at night!!!! Is this just so wrong of me?? Is there ever going to be a period of more than 2 mos. where my kids go without v'ing???? Ever since they started doing it so frequently, I've felt like fighting the urge to run from them!! I don't want them kissing me other than on the cheek, I won't share food or drinks w/ them any more. I feel like a horrible mother, although they don't realize any of this. I feel like I am distancing myself from the girls (not Aidan) just because I am afraid that they are going to start throwing up at any given moment!!!