Hi everyone. Im in my first year at uni living in halls, but we have to arrange our next years accomodation this week. I got back from the christmas break on monday to find all my freinds had sorted who they were living with. Im really upset because i feel so left out. Then one of my freinds said i could look for a house with them. But the problem is its only two of my freinds, and some people i have never met bbefore and since there is six of us, we cannot get a house with an ensuite. Only the 5 bedroom and less houses have ensuites. I really dont know what to do, there is no way i could share one bathroom between 6 people! I know that its going to cause me to slip back into my eating disorder, i will be constantly scared of getting sick, and the other problem i have is i cannot use a toilet other than my own. I dont know why this is, im kinda ashamed, even though its a natrual thing, i think this links to my emet. I also have IBS and am so ashamed and feel so dirty because of it, i dont want people to know about this but they are bound to find out if im sharing a bathroom.


I have told them that i cant live with them unless its a house with ensuite, iv not told them why but they must think im a really horrible person now. I asked my boyfreind if he would live with me and he said its too soon. We have been together 4 years, am I being unreasonable to ask him to consider living with me?


I cannot move back home either because it takes too long to commute and my family are so dirty, im in a constant state of panic when i am at home. So as it stands at the moment, i have no where to live next year, i cannot afford to rent a one bed flat by myself and i have no one else to live with because they have thier accomodation all organised. The next big problem is i have to solve this problem by the end of the week otherwise there will be no houses left. The house list came out yesterday and most have been taken already. I really do not know what to do :'(