this dream had really poisined my christmas spirit.

graphic.

i was in a hotel, really felt like i'd been there before. all my family were there, but suddenly half way through christmas dinner my coisin v*. i freaked a little, but came back to the table eventually. to find him sat there stuffing his face. now this worried me, but for some reason i stayed there. then everyone started to v*, and i ran out of the room and up the stairs of the hotel, and i just kept running and running, then my mum woke me up because i was thrashing about and apparently screaming my head off. (my mum can be a little melodramatic).

anyway, i just needed to tell you lot, because now i feel like it was a 'sign'. this is so unlike me, im usually really down to earth, but this has really worried me because we are having exactly the same people to christmas dinner, but i don't want to spoil christmas for myself or anyone else. have any of you lot had any scary emet dreams?

jen

jen