Hi!


I've been thinking about this for some reason lately. There's 4 times during my whole life (I'm 22) that I remember vomiting and I think I can remember every time or every episode anyway since I was like 4 or 5. One time I vomited because of anti-biotics and one time may have been from being out in the sun too long but the other two times I don't know/remember if it was a stomach bug or what. Either way even those times I only remember vomiting once. If it was a stomach bug chances are I would've vomited several times and I don't remember that happening. I'm wondering if I did vomit several times and just can't remember it or what. Is it like this for anybody else?


Another weird thing is that I'm not sure if I was afraid when I vomited when I was 4 or 5.Three out of thesefour times I vomited were when I was about 4 or 5 and only once I remember screaming and crying. I wish I knew if I was already afraid of it back then. I THINK I was at least somewhat afraid causeone time when I got to feeling really sick (right before I vomited) I went looking for my mom and wound up throwing on my mom and dad's bed and my dad got mad at me cause I didn't go to the bathroom. I know this sounds like something that may have triggered the fearbut I'm thinking I was already at least somewhat afraid of it when that happened.Does anybody know if little kids are in generalsomewhat afraid of throwing up cause it's somethingso uncontrollable?


Either way I wish I knew if that incident with my dad triggered my fear. I feel like I must've always been this waybut if I knew there was a particular reason I got this way then I would feel like maybe it'snot so hopeless after all.


Sorry if this post was too confusing.