and she was perfectly okay with it. i was so surprised at how she
acted, she told me how badly she used to be afraid of the dark.

she was so normal with it, she was just like "it's fine, maybe you'll
grow out of it, we'll get you some help, it's going to be okay." and
it's so weird knowing that one day I won't be afraid, that i won't have
to live with this anymore, and how it's JUST a phobia.

she also told me the acutal act of vomiting isn't really that bad, it's just all the apprehension beforehand.

also, i emailed a few counsellors in my area to ask if they deal with phobias, i'm so happy right now.

(if anyone remembers, i was going to see a psychiatrist before. that
was when i lived in victoria, i now live in whistler so i'm not going
to see that psychiatrist, haah, if that made sense)