What do I do about this disorder? It becomes worse and worse.



I cant think about anything other than that I will eventually get sick
soon and I cant stop thinking about it. I would rather want to use my
energy on mathematics, philosphy about the universe and programming but
I cant. Even though I know why I cant get started with it, I cant find
a solution. There are so many things I would rather want to do and use
my energy on, and as for my interests, they require a lot of energy and
time. I have the time, but not the energy. I keep falling back to
simple things like playing PC games.



How do I get over this s***? It takes my life away from me!