Friends,



It's been just over a week since my new psychiatrist started me on
Xanax and as hesitant as I was to go on drugs of any kind, there has
been a marked improvement in my panic attacks. I was even able to go up
to the country and have several meals out this weekend. The Xanax does
not do anything for the worry or the phobia itself, but it does make
the panic more manageable.



I do not, however, like my psychologist. He thinks I am "luxuriating"
in the panic. Whatever. One more session before I find someone else.



As good as I was doing, the entire street outside my office today
smells like v*. There is no doubt that is what it is. I assume from
amateur drinkers last night due to Halloween.



HOWEVER: can I get a sv this way? What if one of the drunks happened to
also have a sv coincidentally? I know the particles can become
aerosolized but would they have dissipated by 9am this morning from
last night? I had to use doorknobs of neighboring businesses, etc -
what do you think??



Please let me know your thoughts.



Thanks,

Lewis