I feel so ashamed of myself. This past week my son has been really sick
and all of the congestion and drainage in his nose throat caused him to
get sick the other day. He was coughing, gagging and choking and then
eventually he just did. He's only 2 and I RAN AWAY! I held my ears and
took off like a bullet. My husband is so good dealing with him being
sick but I can't handle it! And now everytime he gets into a coughing
or choking spell, I simply run because it's so hard for me to handle
and I'm so afraid he's going to be sick. I feel like the most horrible
mother and sometimes the things my husband says like, "He's your
son!" "You shouldn't run out on him when he's sick!" makes me
feel so low, like I'm an inch tall. Oh I just feel so horrible about
all of this that I could cry.