feeling ill.... i saw michael jackson!!

Those2 arnt related.


I went to see jackson in london the weekend well i saw him outside his hotel, dorchester hotel, i was tagging along with someone, i caught a quick glimpse but to be honest i wasnt really fussed!!

Anyway thats that story!


I have a dull pain in my stomach and i feel a bit depressed today, normally im loud and proud but today ive had nothing but people say how white i look and how quite iam, as if im expected to always be loud!!
I just wanted to come here and write this down its nice to know people will read this. If i get ill and become ill then i dont know what i should do, if this dull pain gets worse i will just dig myself a grave and jump into it, lol. Not funny really but im getting scared now.

Sorry to ramble on...