I know I might sound kind of needy, but I am having a really rough time right now. The pain is so bad, I feel like v*. I have been taking my pain meds, but I can't take anymore today, so now I have to live with it. Plus, my stomach is constantly nasuated from the 3 different meds I am taking, and the pain (which I mentioned is really bad right?). It is just so rough, I know that people have it worse than me, and I am trying to remain strong, but it is just so hard. I keep telling myself it will be over soon, but then I keep thinking about having to go throughanother surgery, and the pain will be worse, and I will have to have a stent in for 5 weeks. It just makes me wonder, why do we have to endure all this pain, and hardships?? Is it worth it in the end?? Will it end?? Times like these really make me wonder how strong of a person I am, but then I wonder, how can I keep going on with all this bad luck??


Sorry for rambling, it takes my mind off the pain. Just upset, and tired.


MicheleEdited by: mitch04133