Hi all, I've not posted here in a while but I hope you can help me calm down. I have felt really tired today as I have had a hectic weekend and didn't sleep a wink last night. At first it was just the tiredness that bothered me, wondering how I'd hold up on my friend's birthday meal after work tonight but this afternoon I started with the stomach ache and the runs. My bowels started off normal and then turned to water the last time I went.


For once I am going to think of myself and am going home and not to my friends meal, she has other friend with her anyway. I just don't know how I am going to get through the evening feeling like this, I feel in such a panic. I have arranged for another friend to come round later, he was coming round anyway after I'd been for the meal so maybe he will be able to calm me down, he is a nurse. I am just so scared of V* ing, even though I have had this runs business before and not V*d its still on my mind.