I feel sick every day, at least every day, most of the time i know its in my head, and i manage to calm myself down...



The last three days however i have had this mysterious thing, i keep
getting sharp pains in my lower stomach, they come and then go... And i
feel fine inbetween and nothing bad really happens when i have them...
i just automatically panic thinking im going to v* .. . I spoke to the
pharmacist at work and he said if i was going to be s* i would have
been by now... Do you think this is the case??



My dad told me i shud go see a therapist and he will pay for it All
i do is cry all the time, i hate this phobia more than anything, i
would rather die than ever be s* again...