I am 13 years old, and am terrified of v****ing. It started about 18 months ago, when I v****** the day before my grandparents golden wedding anniversary. It was really terrible, and lasted for about 2 days. For a whole year after that, i felt sick every time I was doing something exciting. Exactlya year after that, I v****** again, while I was on holiday in Spain. That was even worse than the first time, it lasted for 3 days and i got blood shot eyes and a rash all over my face. Now, over 6 months later,I still feel sick every single day. Espescially when something out of the ordinary happens. For example, I went to get my ears pierced for the second time a couple of weeks ago, and although I knew it would be fine and wouldn't hurt, the whole way there I kept saying that I was going to v****, and I felt like I was going to pass out. After it happened, I felt better, but still rather ill. Also, I went to a friend's house a few weeks before that, and felt awful, and had a panic attack. I definately think my problem is only phsycological, because every time I have felt ill so far since Spain, I have never actually v******. I am losing loads of sleep over this, because i tend to wake up in the night alot now, and panic and can't get back to sleep. It also stops me from going out and having fun whenever I want, becauseI am in constant fear. I feel sick now, even as I'm writing this. I have been to see the doctor and have told him anything, but as my problem is phsycological, there is nothing he can do. I was wondering if anybody had any tips or anything, maybe to help me out.... I hate having emetophobia.


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