Well, its offical, I am having surgery. Probably have to have 2 actually. I went to the doctors today, and he is not sure what is blocking it, he thinks it has grown back closed, so in the next week or two I will be having surgery where they will insert a scope into my bladder and look to see what is going on. Then they will place a stent in my kidney to help drain the urine. After this surgery, I will have to be opened up to permentaly correct the problem. And to top it all off...they found a bunch of kidney stones. And the real bitch of this all is...today, I got offered the job that I have been wanting for the past 3 months. I had to turn it down cause they needed someone to start right away, and I can't cause of my surgeries. My luck huh?? Well, I will let you guys know when my surgery is. I am so frusrated by this whole thing. So please think of me, I am scared I am going to fall back into depression. I am just having the worst luck, and it is really taking a toll on me.


Michele