Someone at work today went home feeling sick, said
her mom was doing the deed the other day. So that started everyone
talking, and someone said 'i think its going around' so I panicked all
day and ate almost nothing of course. I work there 40 hours a week
theres no escaping it... so scary. Everyone uses the same phones,
equipment, bathrooms, etc. [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img] and to
top it off they more or less made fun of me when i started getting
upset. They dont know any better but I think they knew they hurt my
feelings.

So I went to my car for awhile and tried to get ahold of my insurance
company to see if theyd cover my former social worker. She really
helped me in the past but it was too expensive for my family and I. I
have new insurance so I thought Id give it a shot. They WONT COVER
SOCIAL WORKERS. What kind of BS is this!? It has to be a PSYCHOLOGIST.
I have Psychiatrist already,... all they do is the !#@#$% drugs,
they dont help you with any other aspect.. Ive been through it MANY
times before with psychs, I dont like them, but they can perscribe (no
dose of xanax seems to tame my panic attacks though, when it comes to
worst...)

my only savior is that I have phenergen persribed to me. I dont even
know if that would help if I had a sv either, since its a pill.. I just
dont know.

I hate this. As always.

</span>