Sorry guys, having a bit of a panic attack at the moment...need to get it out there.


You know those moments where you're absolutely fine, happy, and feeling well, then suddenly something comes over you and you start to worry? Thats just happened to me. I don't even know what triggered it. I was in town today, and I get really fussy about handwashing when I'm out. I forget when I've washed them and when I haven't. I was sure I was pretty careful today, but then, I dunno, I ate a muffin after going in a public bathroom, so I'm paraoid I've touched something and picked up a bug of some kind, by touching the muffin. I always wash my hands, but public toilets gross me out...you never know what sort of germs are lurking around in them. I feel ok, just really worried and my stomach feels kinda weird. I hope its just anxiety.


I'm just not thinking very rationally right now! >_< I'm scared to go to bed, which I really should, soon because I'm so overtired at the moment. Had the busiest, and most stressful week!