I really want to be a PE Teacher when I'm older. The only problem is, my PE teacher and coincidentally, Head of Year hates me. Shenever really compliments me and often holds me up as "the bad example you shouldn't follow"!This really upsets me because, well, I really like her as a teacher.

So, I went to PE today feeling rather sick (as I have done for the past week)and I got told that we're doing the "Bleep Test". For anyone who doesn't know, this is where you run laps of 20 metres continuously at increasing speeds. Everyone hates doing it because it's tough physically and lots of people get sick afterwards. Since I was feeling very sick by then, I didn't feel like running long distances. I started to panic because I thought I was going to be sick.

The problem is,as soon as we are told we are doingthe bleep test every year, everyone starts to say: "I feel sick" to get out of it. I knew the teachers would think I was lying and my PE teacher would hate me even more. I started to cry, and even though I said I was ok, my friend insisted she was going to tell them. She said I couldn't run like that. I protested but she told the teachers. She came back and told me that my head of year had said for me to come over and see her, and that she did like me. I went over reluctantly, still trying to stop myself from crying and they asked me what I wanted to do. I decided I had to run. Otherwise they'd think I was even more of a failure. So I told them I would drop out early, and I would be ok.

In the end it was ok, I did it and dropped out at level 5,3- which isn't great. I just feel so stupid now. I made a complete fool of myself in front of all of the teachers by crying and my head of year will hate me even more. I am really stupid.