tomorrow is my first day as a student teacher. I am so so scared. I wanted to do this before i started my degree, since i was 12 in fact. I applied to do this postgrad course a year ago, while doing my finals i considered pulling out so many times as Im so scared that being around the children i will catch an sv or something.


In the morning i have to go to a primary school. Tonight my mum cooked me chicken for dinner, i am scared as it didnt look right. It tasted ok but was kind of greyish and had a bit of goo on one end. She said it was just overcooked but im worried it was off and im going to v* and have to miss my first day.


Im so worried i dont know what to do, i havent felt this not in control of my anxiety in ages