i'm scared no one will understand what I'm thinkin when I have a panic attack or justget tired of me when i start to cry or when I need to leave or when I start flipping out. My mom doesn't have any patience with me and just tells me to "resolve it, Jess!" as if I could. If it was that easy I wouldn't have this problem in the first place! She acts like I enjoy feeling sick or being scared of something I can't control, that I enjoy not being able to hang out with my friends on certain days or as long as they can. Its not easy walking in to a department store or where ever I am and being terrified that someone is going to start retching. I'm scared that people that I'm close to will eventually get tired of me needed help and will eventually stop listening and begin ignoring me. I don't blame them. I don't want to miss out on anything because of this. and what if I find someone that is perfect for me but I get him all upset with me cause I get so freaked out if I'm feeling sick (which is often...do you guys feel sick often as well?) and I keep crying and panicing that he leaves cause he can't take it anymore. do statistics say that we have a higher chance of ending up alone? that makes me a bit sad... what do you think?