Feeling pretty stupid right now. I'm on holiday with a friend, four days in. Having an amazing time. Been really good at eating (and normally I'm really not good at that on holiday). Woke up in the night just now feeling anxious for no reason. Well except my stomach has made a few gurgling sounds. I had a lovely fresh meal at a beautiful restaurant last night, fresh fish. And I had five or so alcoholic drinks over the course of a long evening. Wasn't drunk, just relaxed. I wake up feeling like I have done something wrong to eat and drink more than normal and panic it means I am going to be ill, just because I'm on holiday and some times people get ill on holiday. I want to cry. Why does this have to happen.