I never thought I would ever write on a forum, but I wanted to try it.
I have always had a fear of throwing up being a kid. I'm now 15 years old and now it's hitting me hard.. Ever since my girlfriend got sick, and starting throwing up I started to freak out about getting what she had. I wasn't even with her I was texting her at the time. I freaked out, knowing oh my god I'm starting to feel sick (knowing very well it's in my head) I don't believe it started just then. I have always been avoiding sicknesses, in my own little ways. Intill that day my girlfriend got sick it was really bad for me. Now all the time I make myself feel sick worrying and worrying about getting sick ( vomitting) when it's nothing truly. It Scares me it's affecting my life a lot. I really do not know what to do because I hate making myself seem sick. I Never know if I'm actually sick or if it's my head. Besides that I have questions like can a person go many years without throwing up,( I have a really strong immune system) , and are there ways to cope this situation I'm stuck in. Thanks for taking time to read this. I believe this can get worse.