Does any other emetophobic feel this way too? Or is it just me?

I feel incredibly selfish for being angry at someone who has it, and I dislike myself because of it. I think it's because it can be prevented and I just think 'Well since it can be prevented, then you should have been more careful!' etc. If it's v* caused by drinking or travel then I'm fine, because I know it's not contagious, but with this sv*... Nope. UGH, I just wish this sv* didn't even exist, my anxiety wouldn't be as bad, nor will my emetophobia.

Anyways, can anyone relate? Or am I just immature and crazy?...