(I just realized that the title is wrong... I wish I could change it).
It all started yesterday. I had many nightmares, and woke up between them, nauseous, then slept again. When I finally woke up yesterday, I was feeling so tired, so bad, that I thought I was going to v. I spent the whole day with anti-emetics and didn't v. Okay. Today I woke up worse than yesterday, with sore throat and earache. Went to therapist, she calmed me down for a few moments. Then it was time to go to school (I study in afternoons). I couldn't miss school today because I had a test to do, so I went CRYING, and got distracted during the two first classes. A few minutes after History started, I felt bad again, really bad. I went to talk to the school therapist, but she was busy, so she gave me water with sugar and I went back to class. During the break, I visited the therapist and felt better, but then I went back to class and felt all nauseous again. I had to wait my mother for 30 minutes, then I came back home almost crying, fearing I would v. I'm still scared, but at least I'm home (and locked in my bathroom).
I feel dead, I'm pale as a ghost, and nauseous. I had my meals as always. What can it be? I begged my mother to take me to a doctor tomorrow, because I know I won't rest until I find out what is wrong with me. I just don't want to v, anything, anything, but I don't want to v...
Please, say something, even if it's just "You'll get better". I can't talk to my mom about it because she's sick of this story. She thinks I'm stronger than my fear, but I know I'm not. I feel so miserable, I just want to curl and cry for hours.