My dad bought us tickets for this cruise to the Bahamas in April. There is more than one reason why this freaks me out, but here's the list in my head:
1. I have to fly, which means going to a crowded airport where people come from all over the world.
2. I have to fly... again, meaning I could be on the plane trapped with someone who might get motion sickness, or I could get it.
3. I am not gonna be able to have internet access or access to my phone for an entire week. (my boyfriend and 2 best friends) who are my biggest supporters and the people that I always turn to during a panic attack (this website), will be out of reach.
4. The cruise ship could cause motion sickness, a virus could break out on the ship.
5. The cooks could give all of the passengers food poisoning.

OKAY NOW BEFORE YOU ALL GO CRAZY READING THE REST OF MY RIDICULOUS LIST...
that's what my mind is doing right now. It's thinking up all these scenarios. I'm gonna be a nervous wreck the entire time.
How am I supposed to have fun/relax/enjoy the trip when I am constantly consumed with these thoughts?
not to mention, I will be way out of my comfort zone, and I will have no one to talk to that I can relate with about this issue.
I just feel like I'm gonna go crazy that week. I want to enjoy it, but idk what I'm even gonna do. :/

Does anyone have any experience as an emetophobe being on a long trip away from everything? A cruise? A plane ride?
Any advice. How can I not go COMPLETELY NUTS that week? I want to enjoy this trip. It'll be my first cruise and first time out of the Country.
HELP :/