I'm so frustrated with this phobia. I can't eat, sleep, or do anything a normal human can do. Everyday I wake up its the first thing I think about. I'm nauseous ALL the time. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow and I'm going to see what they can do about this. Last time I said something about it they said they couldn't do anything. I'm only 16. I went from 165 lbs to 115 in 4 months cuz I can't eat. I just want it to be over. I'm tired of living like this.