I have always thought (well since i was about 11) that i was scared to actually be sick. The other day there was an incident where i ate something that could have made me ill. When i discovered this all i wanted to do was make myself sick so I wouldnt be ill later.


Is it possible that i have an issue of control when im sick, like i hate not knowing when its going to happen, rather than a fear of being sick.


Hope this makes sense