GRR!! I have to go to work in about 1/2 an hour, and i'm panicking really badly. I'm convinced I'll get sick at work, I worry DAY IN AND DAY OUT about this. I seriously can't handle it anymore.
I'm kinda shaky, I'm drinking some juice now, hopefully I don't get all panicky that I have an attack.
I just need to calm down. Breathe.
AHH. I hate this feeling.
.I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself. <3